I’m beginning to wonder if I will ever be able to dig out from under all the assignments I’m buried under. I knew the upcoming weeks would be difficult, but I didn’t expect them to be this horrendous. I already have so much to do, and every time I think that I’m really putting a dent in my work load more shit just gets piled on. It seems to be never ending. I just want a little break from it all. I’m debating whether or not to stay up and pull an all-nighter. However, I know I’ll need my strength if I want to get through the rest of the week, so I’m not sure what I should do. Screw it. I don’t get enough sleep as it is. I’m just going to get as much done as I can and if I don’t finish something oh well, it’s not the end of the world, right? Right.
Moving on to something just as if not more stressful, my diet. Surprisingly, the incredible amount of stress I’ve been under hasn’t really affected my diet too much these past few days. I even did great when Boyfriend and I went to the movies. Most of the time it’s me stuffing my face the entire movie, but this time I only brought 2 ropes of Laffy Taffy (80 cals. each).
Right now however is another story. I’m having really bad craving for Oreos and Skittles. Unfortunately I have my wallet with me. Normally, I don’t bring my wallet, or more specifically money with me so that I don’t fall prey to the lure of the vending machines, but I had to bring money and my school ID to score some cheap movie tickets. Today is a 1000 calorie day and I already had 355 of those calories, and if I want to have a good lunch then I can’t afford to throw way that many calories on candy, and junk.
Since my period is almost over I may sneak a peek at my weight tomorrow morning, it all depends on how feel. I really want to know how much I weigh, but at the same time I know how badly I sometimes retain water on my periods. Seeing a high number on the scale would just ruin my entire day even if I knew it was probably just water weight. Right now I’m just a little puff, so tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad, I guess we’ll just have to wait and see. Well I’ve spent enough time hiding from all my responsibilities so I’ll just end it here, since it’s more than long enough.
Thinspiration
Ayla
I really like this pic :)
ReplyDeleteI wish I could not weigh...
I was wondering why I wasn't getting updates in my blog roll from you! Your blog is private. Glad I figured that out!
ReplyDeleteYOu seem to be doing great so far. When you modified ABC, did you just add 1000 calories to each day? I was thinking about do that.
~MLM
Omg - I totally do the same thing and don't bring my wallet to work so that I can't spend any money on food! I hate that don't have the control but it totally helps. The days that I have to bring my wallet in I inevitably go buy junk food or have lunch with the office ladies.
ReplyDeleteGreat thinspo!
xox,
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