During the week I eat much healthier foods, but the weekends tend to be just a junk food fest. I’m also usually more active on Saturdays, but yesterday I spent pretty much the entire day in bed reading, I couldn’t resist the urge, I had been waiting years for this book to be released. I’m not going to beat myself up over it though, because even though I didn’t lose any weight it’s only day 3 of this challenge and I’m going to work like hell to ensure that when I get on the scale May 21st that I’m 164 pounds.
I doubt there will be any change on the scale tomorrow morning either, because Boyfriend and I are doing our usual lazy Sunday tradition, where we watch movies and snack all day, not to mention that I promised a friend that I would see a movie with her tonight. I’m planning on saving at least half of my calories for the movie tonight, because I don’t want to feel denied when I see other people with tons of snacks. However, this will be my last weekend of eating garbage all day long. It’s just really hard for me to say no when the people around me are eating it.
That’s why I usually eat so bad on the weekend, because Boyfriend can eat what ever the hell he wants and not gain a pound. Hell when he was younger (late teens- early twenties), he tried to gain weight so that he could bulk up. He has a natural lean and muscular body. Yeah, he goes to the gym occasionally, but it’s manly genetic, his grandfather is in his 70’s and has a lean, and trim figure that he doesn’t have to do much if anything to maintain. But, I’m not going to bitch and moan about it, because after all I do get to enjoy Boyfriends body if you know what I mean. Of coarse, that means he has to deal with mine…..well more on that some other time. I have to get going and this post is long enough already.
Now for some thinspiration
Stay strong
Ayla
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