I was too afraid to get on the scale this morning, so I’ll have to wait until Friday to see what I weigh since I don’t allow myself to weigh on Tuesdays or Thursdays. I’ve been doing well on the plan, it’s just I don’t think the calories are low enough to make a difference. So depending on what I weigh Sunday I may lower the calories by 100. I want to lose about 5 pounds a week. So if I’m not at least 208 pounds on Sunday then I’ll lower the calorie limit for each day by 100. I just really want this weight to start coming off. There is no way that I’m going to go through another summer being this heavy. I’m looking forward to warmer weather, but at the same time I’m terrified of summer’s arrival.
Sure it’s important to be skinny all year round, but everyone knows that summer is the season where it’s most important. In fall and winter you can cover up your rolls and bulges with heavy sweaters and hoodies. But not summer. No summer is the time of year where people prance around wearing next to nothing. I know I won’t be bikini ready by the time summer rolls around, but at least I won’t be as tragic as I am right now.
Another major reason I want to drop as much weight as I can before the summer heat kicks in is because of my job. It can get really hot and uncomfortable at my job in the summer time. Not to mention the fact that I work with a ton of guys and I’d prefer not to look like a huge sweaty pig around them. There is one guy in particular there that is a real hottie. Since we get along and work well together we tend to work together a lot, and I cringe at the thought of having him see me looking like a sweaty cow.
Right now I hear some Oreos and skittles calling my name, fortunately I don’t have any money on me so they can scream all they want and it doesn’t matter because I have no money to buy them. I’d also just like to say how effing awesome it is that Oreos are Vegan; I don’t know what my life would be like without those over-processed-fattening sandwich cookies. My life would be heaven if they made a fat free/ low cal. version, that way I wouldn’t have to avoid them like the damn plague. They may be delicious but they have way too many calories to eat on a regular basis. Well if you had the will power to stop at just one it wouldn’t be so bad, but as evident by my 211 pound body I obviously can’t stop at just one. Well I still have a ton of assignments to do, and I’m meeting a friend on campus later, so I’m just going to end the post here, since I’ve already written a novel.
Reverse Thinspiration
Thinspiration
When you’re starting to feel weak just think about which girls you’d rather look like this summer.
Ayla
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